So what is it that I should do?Once again, i've been really lost these past few weeks.
Have you ever have this feeling where you feel that you deserve to be really happy with the people around you and make a stand in your life?
I'm not delighted with what im going thru at this moment of my life.
I realised that there are so many reasons that could trigger a friendship/relationship.
And once that happened there is no way things are going to be the same as before,
it seems that there are some " Road Block " to everything you do or say to the other party.
Every actions that i do is not meant to hurt you in a way or another.
I dont understand how/why you just dont get where i'm coming from but you expect me to understand where you are coming from.
And yes i am not able to express myself well with you,honestly.
I dont know why.
I feel like there so much to say but i choose not to say it.
Force me but im not able to say it to you.
Thats the problem, i think im so used to having you around that i dont wish to speak up as im afraid you would walk away from my life and never come back again.
I just need/want you to be there with me and stay by my side physically & mentally.
But i dont wish to play this game ever, i just need to have a proper trust from us both so that we could keep going and make it happen.
The thing is, we know each other too well.
Inside and out.
So its hard for us to give and really take what we can, be it words from the mouth, body gestures etc..
Every action that you make, i doubt it.
You really think its the best for you, while i think otherwise.
We dont really have the law of attraction together, this is hard.
People tell me that i should walk away from all this, but do i really want it?
I dont think so, cause im still here thinking/caring about you.
Its hard to let go what we have build all this while.
There's only me and you in this.
THE QUESTION IS CAN WE STILL BE THE SAME AS BEFORE?
I love you, like i always do.
P.S The only person that can understands this post would be NATASYA KHAN.
Goodnight world.
We will always have a tomorrow together.
I dont understand how/why you just dont get where i'm coming from but you expect me to understand where you are coming from.
And yes i am not able to express myself well with you,honestly.
I dont know why.
I feel like there so much to say but i choose not to say it.
Force me but im not able to say it to you.
Thats the problem, i think im so used to having you around that i dont wish to speak up as im afraid you would walk away from my life and never come back again.
I just need/want you to be there with me and stay by my side physically & mentally.
But i dont wish to play this game ever, i just need to have a proper trust from us both so that we could keep going and make it happen.
The thing is, we know each other too well.
Inside and out.
So its hard for us to give and really take what we can, be it words from the mouth, body gestures etc..
Every action that you make, i doubt it.
You really think its the best for you, while i think otherwise.
We dont really have the law of attraction together, this is hard.
People tell me that i should walk away from all this, but do i really want it?
I dont think so, cause im still here thinking/caring about you.
Its hard to let go what we have build all this while.
There's only me and you in this.
THE QUESTION IS CAN WE STILL BE THE SAME AS BEFORE?
I love you, like i always do.
P.S The only person that can understands this post would be NATASYA KHAN.
Goodnight world.
We will always have a tomorrow together.
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