Map Of The Problematique

MY BABE MY BESTFRIEND.

2011-06-17T15:20:00.007+08:00

This post is especially for MR/MS RANDOM who actually asked me how my Babe was doing way back in December 2010/Jan 2011.
THIS IS MY BABE, SHE IS DOING FINE.
FOREVER CHEERFUL,STEADY AND EXTREMELY ANNOYING IN LIFE.
HAHAHAHAHAHA! OUCH :X
I'm so glad that we are able to spend time together on 16th June 2011.
We went for a movie "Something Borrowed" at Orchard.
Had lunch at PUNCAK FAR EAST PLAZA.
Had our all-time favourite drink at Coffee Bean.
Off to get Hamran's Birthday gift at Bugis.
Went to chill at CLARKE QUAY.
THAT'S ALL WE DID, BUT WE HAD SO MUCH FUN LAUGHING AND FOREVER BITCHING.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

I love how things are between me & my BABE now.
Its not the same as before due to changes we made along the way.
But I believe this are the changes that made us who we are today.
We teach and we learn from each other.
We seek to improved.
We both come from a completely different world that happens to blend in very very well.
We are able to forgive & forget and keep moving forward.
I need my Bestfriend for life, in sick or in health.
When I get married, she shall be my brides maid.
When I have a child, she shall be their GodMother.
When I die, she shall be there to witness.
The upcoming fights we are going to have along the way is just another normal challenges to keep us going together and see where it may lead us.
I believe in the outcome of our friendship with no doubt.
I'll be there when you're needing me Babe, honest and truth.
We may be judged by people due to our strong EGO, SENSITIVITY, INSECURITY AND ANNOYING-NESS.
But honestly, only we both can understand ourselves.
If you can't understand us, ASK.
We understand each other so well that we allow each other to be annoying.
YUP that's our life, and TRUST plays the MAJOR ROLE IN OUR FRIENDSHIP.
4 YEARS 5 MONTHS 24 DAYS <3
BABYKHAN LOVES BABYJ!

BEST OF BOTH WORLD.

CHICABABE.

2011-06-17T14:48:00.012+08:00

LIFE WITHOUT A BESTFRIEND LIKE YOU IS LIKE A DEATH WITHOUT A WITNESS.
DEATH WOULD BE SUCH A BORE WITHOUT BABE AS MY WITNESS.
CHICABABELOVESYOU.

THE TRUST IS GONE.

2011-05-08T21:45:00.005+08:00

So what is it that I should do?
Once again, i've been really lost these past few weeks.
Have you ever have this feeling where you feel that you deserve to be really happy with the people around you and make a stand in your life?
I'm not delighted with what im going thru at this moment of my life.
I realised that there are so many reasons that could trigger a friendship/relationship.
And once that happened there is no way things are going to be the same as before,
it seems that there are some " Road Block " to everything you do or say to the other party.

Every actions that i do is not meant to hurt you in a way or another.
I dont understand how/why you just dont get where i'm coming from but you expect me to understand where you are coming from.
And yes i am not able to express myself well with you,honestly.
I dont know why.
I feel like there so much to say but i choose not to say it.
Force me but im not able to say it to you.
Thats the problem, i think im so used to having you around that i dont wish to speak up as im afraid you would walk away from my life and never come back again.
I just need/want you to be there with me and stay by my side physically & mentally.
But i dont wish to play this game ever, i just need to have a proper trust from us both so that we could keep going and make it happen.
The thing is, we know each other too well.
Inside and out.
So its hard for us to give and really take what we can, be it words from the mouth, body gestures etc..
Every action that you make, i doubt it.
You really think its the best for you, while i think otherwise.
We dont really have the law of attraction together, this is hard.
People tell me that i should walk away from all this, but do i really want it?
I dont think so, cause im still here thinking/caring about you.
Its hard to let go what we have build all this while.
There's only me and you in this.
THE QUESTION IS CAN WE STILL BE THE SAME AS BEFORE?
I love you, like i always do.

P.S The only person that can understands this post would be NATASYA KHAN.

Goodnight world.
We will always have a tomorrow together.

WHATS NEXT.

2011-04-20T02:25:00.003+08:00

Why do I feel so annoyed, irritated, damn fcuk up in my life lately?
What's exactly is the reason?
Why am I making my life so lifeless?
Is it about me?
You?
My health?
Or what?
TELL ME.

I simply hate what i am feeling these days.
Something is just not right along the way.
Today i am not exactly myself and i just need to type it out.
If i am being oh-so-negative here, pardon me.
Everyone living in this world got 2 sides to life, like it or not.
But i tot i had strike off the habit of posting up a negative post about myself.
But lets give an exception for today.

How do you feel when you actually have smtg in mind to say but you simply refuse to speak up,simply because you know what the consequences may be and you dont want that to happen?
I have that for quite awhile.
Sometimes it is just better to prevent than to cure.

What happens when you feel emotionally attached to a person but they simply slams the door shuts at you,w/o even sparing any thoughts?
What should you do when you feel smtg is wrong between you and them?
THE AWKWARD SITUATION.

Why do people come and go in our life, dont they feel that its a waste of theirs and our time?
Why dont we listen more to others?
- GOD GIVE US 2 EARS AND 1 MOUTH FOR A REASON.
Is it because you feel that whatever they say is smtg that can hardly be done despite so many tries?
Why do we still stay by their side even thou they have hurt us so much in our lives?
We Treasure & Love.
Why do we even bother in the first place?
WHY DO PEOPLE LIE TO EACH OTHER JUST TO COVER THEIR OWN BACKSIDE?
TELL ME WHY!
You lied to me once, trust me i will rmb it for life.

Who is the right person we should go to, to seek comfort?
Who needs you the most?
Family?
Friends?Pets?
OR
YOU?
Who have been taking care of you the most thru out your life?
- YOURSELF
Who LOVES you for who you are?
Who is gonna be there for you all the time?

If you understand me well, you'll let me be annoying.
I've got a choice, you too.
Lets just LIVE. LOVE. LET GO.

p.s this post is not meant for anyone out there.
Its just what i've been feeling lately.

WHERE DO I EVEN START.

2011-04-18T22:16:00.005+08:00

I MISS YOU BABYZ.

I've been pretty much here and there lately.
Im having smtg BIG that has been bothering my mind right now, im learning how do i tackle this situation.
Its definitely a sensitive issue, but what do i do right.
There so many people out there giving me advices but i find it hard to actually be a good listener and get serious into business.
And believe me their advices are superb.
But the question is, why am i too nice to the people that i really love.
WHY OH WHY?
WHY CANT I JUST BE JUST AS TACTLESS JUST LIKE WHO I ALREADY AM.
This is actually unfair.
Unfair for me, but fair for you.

So what else can i say about school?
Im doing great.
Just great, no worries.

EVERYTHING HAS BEEN FIGURED OUT

2011-04-04T23:29:00.005+08:00

This boy just light up my day with his smile each time I look at my BBRednofski.
I miss you so,baby.

And so im back.
Do anyone of you remember how childish one can get when they are younger?
In the sense that when they have conflict or arguments with another party they will type it all out here on their personal blog.
Or even share their views about what they feel about their friendship.
They will not be writing names to whom they are writing too but in a way or another, the other party will still get hurt.
Why is that so?
Why so sensitive?
Is it simply because they are making use of the advance technology,easier form of communication.
Blog is also a platform for them to share the happiest moments of their life with their peeps around them.
But whatever it is, honestly i was one or two of those childish young adults.

Why do i do that is simply because when i was younger there were too many unimportant problems and maybe i do not have the courage to speak up for myself or whatever the reason might be.
I always think blogging it all out will be good,as i believe during that time it was de "blog what you feel about your enemy/friend" era. Where latest info is kept up to date thru personal blog.

But come to think of it right now, WTH TO THAT.
Now, blogging it out, most of it doesnt mean a single thing.
Speaking up/ Going up to that very person is the best option or choice you should choose from.
And what i mean about that is that one should tell/talk/or even share what the have to say to a person personally instead of typing it out in their personal blog.
Be it good stuff or bad.Negative or positive.

However,i come to my point here, why, even when we tell/talk/share w a person what we feel sometimes its far worst than blogging.Simply because they dont even feel moved like how deeply moved they could be when we blog it out.
In the sense that they get angry and take actions against us when we blog.
And they will feel honoured/awesome when you say good stuff about them here on your blog.

So why when we talk to them straight to their eyes/nose/ears/mouth/heart they never even take actions for the better or worse.
We give the best and the worst advice but they still wont take it.
We create and solve problems for them but they still wont take it.
We help them to open a new door,to a new path they still wont take it.

So whats next?
Im not sure.
Whatever it is, to those out there,
sometimes, most of the time you need to listen more to one another than reading stuff.
And remember most of the time,whenever you feel what you're doing is right, normally 66% of it is wrong.
You need to know that.
Just do whats best for yourself and listen.
They always say just follow your heart and everything will go right.
But the question is, how many times have you followed your heart?
And how many times did you get it right?

God bless you, do live your life to the fullest.

I AM THE DIRECTOR,

2011-04-02T21:43:00.005+08:00

What am i feeling today?
No words can describe, i guess.
I simply feel that my life is gonna be like a roller coaster ride.
Its gonna be bumpy, thrilling, nervous and i dont even know if im gonna survive the ride till the end.
But i have faith in myself.
And the thing is, the ride i believe is not just gonna be about me.
I realise that i'm keeping too many secrets.

My health.
I could still remember how sick i was in 2010.
It was the year where everything came crashing down.
I lost weight, thinking that it was my effort in all the exercises i did.
But sadly, no.
I remember how annoyed i could get even at the simple joke a friend make.
How suagrt scolded me for not paying attention in class,
I was in class I was looking straight into the eyes of every teachers that step into the class, tuning my ears to the perfect channel so i can focus.
But sadly, I wasnt present. My soul was somewhere else.
I was in some beautiful place where everything goes unheard and I dont know what i learnt at the end of the day.

Sit for my 'O' level and i did not make it, in 2009.
For 2010, RE-SIT , but still i did not make it again.
2009 - I could put the blame on my health.
2010 - Who or what could i blame? OF COURSE, ITS NOT MY HEALTH.
But what?
Stupidity?
NAH.
EVERYONE IS SMART IN A WAY OR ANOTHER.
EVEN THE DUMBEST PERSON ON EARTH CAN TELL THE DIFF IN COLOURS.
I studied with all my heart.
I fail my maths yes, but how can my other grades be the same as well?
How could it be? Im not saying im so smart, but there are subjects that i will usually score well in every test and everything but why is it not showing in the cert?
WHY OH WHY.
ANS: GOD HAS OTHER PLAN FOR NATASYAKHAN.
Sugart says that i cant sit in an exam room and sit for the exam because i will panic and my brain just shuts, and eventhou i answered all the qns, to me it might be the right answers but its actually not.
Sad huh?
Indeed.
Its just like you feel like you have given your best in a composition thinking that it is the best story you have ever written but how much did you score for it?
10/30.
Your heart just sank to the bottom and feel useless and wants to give up.
But did you give up?
NO, NEVER RIGHT?
Simply because your very own teacher will keep forcing you to be doin compo in class, homeworks, class test and when you are good enough they will send you for writting composition.
Its just like that, thats how your life should work as well.
Put yourself as the teacher as well as the student.
Thats how im gonna live my life.
I will never stop trying in every aspect of my life.
Soon, I will see and feel the sun shining brightly on me after a rainy day and who knows there will be a rainbow too.
Im not a fan of rainbow, in the sense where i dont get excited about it.
But i believe it will indeed feel awesome seeing it after a tough fight of my life.

What is my most proudest sentence for me to share with people about my life:
1. I am diabetically healthy.
2. I've RE-SIT for 'O' LEVEL, but I am going to higher nitec ITE in Leisure & Travel Operations.
( I'm not being sarcastic, but i trully mean it)

Just so you wait and see my list will keep going on and on until the day where i reach my dream.
My dream is to become a psychologist.
Even if i didnt reach my dreams, no worries its either i will reach it in my afterlife or when i am reborn into this world again.
Thank you god.

To those out there who face something similiar with my life or even worse.
Never lose hope.
Once you lose hope,it means you are done with life and are ready for God to take you away.
But trust me, even God is not gonna pick you up.
Simply because you have an unfinish business here, in the world.

THIS IS A LESSON LEARNT.

2011-03-27T23:25:00.005+08:00

CHECK ME OUT, IM HAPPY.
BUT NOT ALL THE TIME HAPPY, BUT HAPPY ENOUGH TO LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST.
Alright, here we go.

Had Chalet with Housemates on the 18th march - 20th march 2011.
It was of course beyond a blast. Had so much fun times laughing.
Esp at night where we all slept together.
I got a punch and a fart as a birthday pressie in advance from DALENAT.
Thanks,it was the best pressie ever.
Love you for that.

Things have pretty much been a little here and there for me, just have to live it,like it or not.
However my life is getting pretty much interesting veryvery soon.
Schools gonna start, not sure will i be able to adapt to the new environment.
But this is where my adaptability skills strike.
If i were to say im not afraid,i will be lying to you.
Of course i am, but i know what i've gotta do there and i will get out of it asap and go to my dream school in SP.
Even if i didnt make it again, no worries.God will lead me to somewhere.
God LOVES me.

LOVE YOU,BABY.

Lesson learnt
" When babe is talking, you better listen"
HAHA!

HOUSEMATES, MY PRECIOUS.

People can be very evil towards you most of the time.
There are too evil that even God dont wanna pick them up from this world, simply because HE doesnt want his place to be dirty.
And the best part is THEY are here around us making a hell lot of a mess in our world and make this world a dirty place.
They should be given a FINE.
The sad part is ordinary people like us cant do much.Revenge is sweet but power is not in our hand.
But trust me whatever they are doing, they gonna get a hell of a difficult time in their after life.
LIFE IS FAIR. LOVE IS FAIR. GOD IS FAIR.

TO YOU, WATCH OUT FOR GOD.

I DONT NEED YOU BY MY SIDE ALL THE TIME

2011-02-27T20:59:00.003+08:00

Life is full of unexpected beginning & ending.

But sometimes its you who start it and you are the one who end it.
The rest is all god, leave it to fate.
If he started it, it means challenged not a problem.
There are so many things thats happening in my life right now.
I don't really wish to be all so negative in my blog now,that's just not the best choice for me right now i guess.
But nevertheless, i'm not a problem free girl.
I do have problems.
I've got to be strong and go thru this really strong current.
Always remember this:
" Tough times dont last but tough people do "

I look different now with my specs on!
God i hate wearing specs so bad, but my vision is so much better right now.
I cant wait for 7th March as i get to go out with my favourite peeps.
I so miss them right now.
& i really gotta say that i miss Hamran Zakaria the most.
Not lying,i swear.
I cant wait for OUR CHALET TO ON 18TH - 20TH MARCH.
That's our very first chalet tgt and our very first 2 nights spend tgt!
Its gonna be a blast!

BABE, I'M STUCK! I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY.
HAHA!
TILL HERE.
OKAY BYE!
XOXOXO!

I DISLIKE YOU.

2011-02-26T22:56:00.003+08:00

I don't like how you people treat me,in fact i hate it.
You are just jealous i put others first before you.
Others bring me extreme happiness.
How bout you?
EXTREME DISAPPOINTMENT.

But let me tell you smtg, whatever you are doing to me, it will never let me down.
Never.
I wont be crying most of the time now like how i used too.
Because the tears for you is not worth it, and you are not worth the tears.
Feel guilty now.

HEALTH ISSUES.

2011-02-19T10:52:00.005+08:00

FUN. JOY.LAUGHTER.

YOU MAKE ME WHO I AM TODAY.

2011-02-13T21:55:00.008+08:00

3 L's you should follow in order to have a healthy life - Live. Love. Let Go.

There is no other words that could express how happy I am to be surrounded w friends who never fails to brighten my day.
Look at how happy i can be when I'm with them.
I love you LADIES, WE GOTTA GO FOR MORE LADIES NIGHT KAY? :)
(and yes boyak junior, you too are part of the ladies. I DONTCARE :) )

Went for ladies night twice this week.
We had so much fun with each other that we laugh about ourselves and the people living in spore.
" Chocolate Chip is the code for our ladies night "
haahhaha!
For the first night, we had dinner at pasta mania.
For the second night, we had dinner at PUNCAK.
Love it!
I just need you guys to know, as much as you are there for me, i will do the same.
I will nvr ever forget who you are to me, and my love for you guys will never change.
Thank you for being part of my life.
LET THE TOM'S PEEPS UNITE TGT.

13/02/2011
Had work in the morning after which head off to my babe's crib.
We had movie marathon.
Babe was too stressed up w herself that she got 1 dvd & 5 vcds!!
MAD OR WHAT SEHHHHHHH!! HAHA!
And hell yeah all the movie she bought was awesome!
ESP CHARLIE ST CLOUD!
Half way thru the marathon both our stomach were making too much noise,too noisy to concentrate and continue.
So we head off to have dinner at JP.
Now we've got so much time for each other.
Im truly excited and happy of whats gonna be in the future.
Everything just falls in place.
Thats what BABE's are for right,babe?
I LOVE YOU BABE, ALWAYS HAVE BEEN :*

To be honest, now, i will really treasure the one who makes an effort to be part of my life.
What I'm saying is that, if i keep trying my best to accomodate to whatever your need is,there is no way things gonna work out. I make every effort to forever meet up with you but you guys seems so busy. Or even not making an effort to meet me. Then im sorry to say that,I've got a life to live.
& I live not to wait for anythg, I live to grab every chances that i get and treasure the time i have w myself, family and peeps.

And once again, friends fight.
And i am willing to forgive myself or even my friends for their mistakes.
And accept them for who they are.
And never ever think that " Oh Nat is back w her old friend and she have forgotten about me"
That is so wrong.
That's not my theory in life.
I don't treat all my friend equally, everyone is different in my heart.
But trust me, once i've put your name down in my heart , it means that you are part of my life.
God bless you and me.
We all gonna go thru this friendship till the day we die.
Memories are kept within.

IT TAKES COURAGE TO TELL A PERSON WHO YOU REALLY ARE.

2011-02-09T10:27:00.006+08:00

That's my Chicababe.
We had so much fun spending the whole day together.
& It feels so good to finally be able to do that w each other as it has been way to long that we both are busy w our own stuff.
We talked about so many things thats pretty much about life.
And LIFE has always been my favourite subject,if only they offer "LIFE" as a main sub in SPORE,i will gladly take it and score well for it.

To those out there who really wants to know about me and my babe, to be honest most of the time we have a little or maybe major of communication brake down.
Nevertheless, we still love each other with all our hearts.
Things are better btw us right now.
& Nothing can separate us.
We should live w the Quote of
" Forgive & Forget"
&
"Keep Moving Forward"
Stop harping on the past because its not gonna lead you to no way.
There are more to life that people should see.

I can always have the time for anyone who needs me, but mark my words im forever gonna be there for those my close peeps. Even if they shut their door on me,its cool.
My door for them has never close.
Action speaks louder than words.
If you really wanna know who I really am,step forward and get to know me because Im a person who loves to listen and help others in any situation because i believe its a Win-Win situation for me.
As much as you are going to learn from me, i am too going to learn a lot more from you.
Once again, many of those who came to me i've said this before.
" Never create problems in your life, let the problems come to you."
Its because when problems come to you, they are gonna be a little nicer.
If not, you really asking for it.
& In that way your world gonna turn ugly.
So no matter what setbacks you face in life, just keep going and never even stop to say " i dont think i can make it"
Because if you do, seriously honestly YOU WILL NEVER MAKE IT.
So heads up to everyone, get out to the world and tell everyone that you're doing just fine.

To those whom i've always been there for you despite whatever you do to me. In the sense of how you treat me and never listen to most of my advice. You've got to stop and think why i've never given up on you.
There is a limit to everythg you do!

IT IS THE TEST OF TIME.

2011-01-12T22:51:00.009+08:00

They are the reason of my life.

Another year has gone to a bad start for me.
I've tried my very best for this year O level but i still didnt make it to poly.
Im pretty shock myself.
But i really believe that god has some other plans for me, and i will accept it w all my heart.
Im gonna continue studying in higher nitec and keep trying to enter to the poly of my dream.
Even if it takes a longer route,i will keep going.
I'll be strong to face the music.
& I will never give up.
Special thanks to all of you who have stood by my side and keep giving me motivation to press on.
I may fail now, but i will smell success soon.
Very soon.
Like i said this is the test of time i need to go thru.
& This definately makes my life exciting and im enjoying the ride.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

2010-11-10T22:31:00.004+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY MADUJAZ!

ILOVEYOU :*

MY LIFE.

2010-10-18T01:49:00.003+08:00

Just like BabyZidanne,

im going to keep climbing the steps all the way till 12 Nov.

Im not giving up.

Never.

It has been awhile since i last updated this oh so red blog of mine.

4 Major things in my life that i wanna share.

1. My health - Sighs. I've been a little bit of here and there now.Just got another boil on my left leg almost at the same spot just slightly above the previous. Thank god its healing but not fast.

Injection never change,twice a day. Stomach is bearing all the pain and new bruises everyday.

Overall,im still surviving and diabetically healthy.

2. My studies - Okay this is the most sensitive topic to even start. My O level is just next week,and seriously time fly way too fast for me. I still rmb at this very date i just recovered and going to school almost everyday studying and hoping that miracle will happen that i will pass my O's. But miracle didnt came.

This year im not gonna wait for any kind of miracle to strike, im going to work towards geting my dream!

Im not gonna let my love ones and myself down.

So Nat, you know you can do it. ALL THE BEST TO YOU.

3. Friends - Alright here goes.Friends plays the most impt part in my daily life. I see them almost everyday.

Its like 25% of my life is spent tgt w my family while 75% of my life spent with my friends.

No doubt i believe that friends do walk out on you at some point,that just goes to show that there is different type of friends in the world.

They are the pretenders and the real friends.

The real friends are the one who walks in when the whole world walks out.

& Im blessed to be having more real friend than pretenders.

Along the way too, ive made new friends. And trust me that my friendship with them will still be strong til the day i die. Its simply because these people have indeed give me happiness and made my day almost everyday. What more could i ask for? Nothing.Its enough for me.

In this past few months of my life,ive leant a lot from friends.

And all this learning have made me a better person inside and out. At least thats what i feel about myself.I dont know if you feel the same way about me. But yeah I really would like to say Thank you to all those who have made me who i am today.

4. Family - Thank you to everyone in the house for giving me tender loving care and never fails to make me feel angry,happy,annoyed,frustrated,sensitive and many more. Cause this are the things that makes us a family. We piss each other off to the max at

times.But im fine with it,just gotta take it on a positive way. No matter what happens we r still a family,and I love you now and always.

Alright thats about.

I gotta go to bed now,there school tmr!

BYEEEEE!

2010-09-03T10:52:00.002+08:00

Live life to the fullest potential.

6.

2010-08-15T01:04:00.002+08:00

Ammirul Emmran Bin Mazlan.

MAN OF THE MATCH.

Scored in approx less than 10s!

Solid goal 20 metres away!!

GOOD JOB!

WELL DONE COUSIN!

Tired,

2010-08-07T11:10:00.003+08:00

It has been a tiring week for me.

Pretty much exhausted of all the school work,table tennis and captain ball.

Need a break but i cant do it just yet.

Lotsa test coming up when school reopen.

Cant wait for monday to come,gonna meet up with both my elder sister and my Baby boy Zidanne!

Miss them way too much.

I wanna watch movies like seriously!

Im getting tired easily nowadays but i keep pushing myself.

I pray to god that i'll be fine.

ZIDANNE.

2010-07-24T23:54:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU BABY.

TABLE TENNIS.

2010-07-17T18:12:00.007+08:00

Hey Earthlings!

LADY KHAN IS IN THE HOUSE!

Life has been great so far.

Up and Downs are part of life and I can never ever run away from that!

Just gotta keep my head up high and smile while looking down at the bustling world that keep spinning round and round and never stop!

Ive take up Table Tennis as a form of exercising to keep myself healthy.

Its all thanks to my PING PONG BUDDY IRHAS, who has influence me to this!!

And the truth is, ive never like to play table tennis in my life.

Even if i played the last time (which was in pri school, which i play only once or twice), i knew i gave up since the very beginning of the game as it is indeed tough!

But now , IM GOOD!

hahaha!

Every friday will be our game!

*DONT BE SHOCKED IF I BECOME SINGAPORE TABLE TENNIS PLAYER!

muahahhaa!

Yogurt Date w my BABY DALENAT & LOONYY every monday at 6.30pm.

We are just gonna have fun laughing telling jokes and sharing many exciting stuff that has happened in our life.

All this has indeed helped me to DE-STRESS from all the work load that I have.

Yogurt Date Every Monday, Table Tennis Game Every Friday , Self-Study Period

Everyday!

Thats it for today's update people!

GOODBYE.

HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND AND GET GEARED UP FOR THE UPCOMING WEEK!

SPECIALLY MEANT FOR MADU.

2010-07-05T21:58:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO MADU WANTING IN ADVANCE!

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE,

AND ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR O LEVEL!
STUDY HARD!
xoxo.

Celebrate MaduTing birthday in advance!

Her birthday falls on 9th July.
We had seoul garden at Marina and we bought her a brown-gold havainas!

We also give her alittle surprise here and there and it was successful!!

AWESOME!
After which we walked around town to chill.

Bought ourself smtg as well and im so loving it!!

& I just found out that me and madus are also known as MC JAN!

Its the first letter of each and everyone of our name!!

COOLLIOOO!

IM IN LOVE WITH MC JAN!

GOODNIGHTS!

PRAY.

2010-06-29T20:00:00.002+08:00

Eat.Pray.Love.

Life has indeed been awesome lately.

School are gong to end at 6p.m everday as my class is having our very own study time in class.

Thanks to Ms BOOJ!

Im really loving it,

im not being sarcastic here

but really i think its going to make me focus for what i want later for my O LEVEL.

BIG THANK YOU Ms Nit!

Home alone now.

Watching lie to me.

Feel so peaceful right now.

After sucha long day in school,i finally get to rest my mind.

A brand new day tml!

Looking forward to all the wonderful moments thats gonna happen!

Hahahaha!

Everyday is a fun day,

its always filled w fun,joy and laughter!

Thats what its all about.

Aite BYE EARTHLINGS!

YB.

2010-06-26T21:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 40TH YELLOWBEARSARY!

Hearts!

School holiday was never enough.

I need more!

Had Thai Express again for dinner ytd with DALENAT,YATBOYAK & SARVEEN.

The rest couldnt make it.
We had lotsa joke and laughter.

Boyak & Chester couldnt tahan ANY SPICY FOOODDD!

HAHAHAHHA!

SUCHA LOSER BOYS!

OOOPSSS!

So happy to see my Boyak after so long!

You better take care for your ankle ah!

We'll meet up again real soon!

Meeting up with my 5A'09 tml for dinner.

Miss you guys too.

But im not sure how many ppl are goin to be there?

Dinner with Gloria Lam and Bee Ping next week!!

Yipppeeeee!

Goodbye.

24.

2010-06-24T12:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 44TH CHICA-VERSARY CHICABABE!

Miss the time when we were back in school.

All the fun we had, all the fights we had , all the letters that we used to write to each other,all the recess we had tgt,all the good times as well as the bad time is

still remembered.

I love you now and always.

With love,

CHICABABE.

C902.

2010-06-24T12:03:00.005+08:00

OHNO!

Out with madus ytd for dinner at Thai Express!

Met up with Bee Ping first, went to had ice cream at Gelare and we walked around town.

It was tiring thou,but we manage to get smth for ourself.

ESCADA!

So yea, after that went to jp for dinner w the rest of the madus!

It was delicious!

We should have bring Ms Booj along la!

Its her favourite too!

After which we went to shopshop.

Hahaha!

Beep got her new spect!

I fall in love with the RayBan shades.

Wan ting, im waiting for mine ah!

hahaha!

Last stop was the 24 hours NTUC.

Going home is the most boring part of the day!

But heck, i still enjoy my day out with them.

FRIDAY IS MY DAY WITH HOUSEMATES,YATBOYAK,MS BOOJ,

& hopefully MS HARTY could go too!!

We are having dinner together!

LIKE FINALLY MAN!

YEAY!!

LOOKING FORWARD TO FRIDAY!

Goodbye.

CHICABABE.

2010-06-21T22:25:00.004+08:00

Me & Babe saw DALE at Clarke Quay.

Such a small world huh?

Had BK BAR FOR DINNER W BABE TODAY! YEAY!
We also went to catch the movie KILLER!

Not as nice as we expected it to be.

But to hell, i enjoy it still.

Thanks babe for the treat.

Love you la!

Meet up again soon babe!

NIghts!

Im tired of all this.

I got my own plan for my life,so dont plan for me.

THE MOVIES.

2010-06-21T10:17:00.003+08:00

Holiday has just begun!

Super Duper excited but at the same time i got lotsa homework to complete.

Hope i can juggle my work and fun at the same time.

Had father's day celebration at sakura intl buffet and we had night movie of Toy Story 3!

I've also catch karate kid w my family last monday,

w maduJaz & MaduBeep.

It was awesome!

Spending time w my family is just wonderful.

Grandma is also in town from KL.

Miss her so badly.

Going for a movie again w Chicababe later!

YIPPPEEEEE!

3 MOVIE BACK-TO-BACK!

TOTAL AWESOME!

Looking forward to meeting up with Housmates, Yat , LOON and my Madus next week!

CHEEERSSS!

Goodbye!

HAVE FUN!

HOLIDAY COMING.

2010-06-17T17:16:00.007+08:00

So, Who do you have?

I have my MADUS to keep me going despite whatever happened.
& Not forgetting the rest of my love ones.
Im sure you know who you are.
Cheers!

TASTE.

2010-06-14T15:59:00.002+08:00

Laugh as much as you breathe and Love as long as you live , because you might not know when your love ones would leave you.

Goodbye.

The blind side.

2010-06-10T19:37:00.005+08:00

4F FAMINE CAMP WAS INDEED SUCCESSFUL!

A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL PARTICIPANTS.

& AN EVEN BIGGER THANK YOU TO 4F'2010.

A little updates about Nat.

Im doing alright.

Feeling really tired lately.

Having backaches when i wake up from bed,i think its all Ms N fault!!

HUMPPPH!

Holiday is about to end real soon!

Lotsa plan coming up.

1. Band Bbq!

2. Out w housmates,yat,loon, Ms Harty & Ms Nit for bdae dinner!

3. Mayb out w yb?

4.With Chica?

5..With madus?

I dunnoe!

haha!

Enjoy guys!

Put your heads up high and breathe the fresh air!

Goodbye!

LIFE.

2010-06-01T21:16:00.002+08:00

I MISS YOU BABE!

I MISS YOU MELLY!

MWAH!

It has been awhile seen i last met mel too!

Missing those times we had in school.

If we could turn back the time , i will be glad.

Muacks!

Famine camp is up!

Looking forward!

First camp ever with my MADUS!!

YIPEE!

Goodbye!

NO MATTER WHAT.

2010-05-31T19:15:00.004+08:00

AWARDS DAY.

I HATE IT WHEN YOU DO THAT TIME AFTER TIME.
IT REALLY HURTS, DO YOU KNOW THAT?
I DO NOT FEEL AT EASE NOWADAYS, ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!

Goodbye.

NOT.

2010-05-27T16:43:00.003+08:00

I Miss Bangkok.

Holiday is not like a holiday at all.

Gotta school for 3 week during the June holidays.

Omg NAT.

Goodbye.

FAMILY.

2010-05-22T12:25:00.006+08:00

Life goes on.

With my family by side everything goes well.

I LOVE YOU.

FAVOURITE NEPHEW.

2010-05-10T18:12:00.005+08:00

" You have no idea how much you mean to me BABY BOY."

Exams is not over just yet!

Famine camp is coming right up,yipeee!

Anyone interested could join the fun!

* Esp to current westwoodians and ex westwoodians.

More details coming right up!

Life has been pretty good lately.

But i gotta say i miss all of my friends BADLY..

Housemates.

Yellowbear.

Chicababe.

Boyak Junior.

Loon.

I HOPE TO SEE YOU GUYS VERYVERY SOON!

HEART YOU GUYS!

Take care (:

FARAH IRDINA.

2010-05-08T23:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SISTER.

I LOVE YOU TO BITS.

NO ONE COULD EVER REPLACE YOU IN MY LIFE.

YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY.

MWAH!

ROXY ROCKS CHICAGO.

2010-05-01T10:02:00.003+08:00

HEY!

Went to catched CHICAGO at esplanade ytd w madus.

It was simply awesome.

Thats my first time ever to watch that kinda thing.

But whatever it is,im sure im gonna continue watching smtg like that in future.

Exams starts next week.

God bless me.

Gonna start mugging.

Study room is my second home now.

Pray to got i will do well.

Goodbye!

ESSAY.

2010-04-28T22:20:00.003+08:00

YB.

I dont feel good about the essay i've written.

So whats next?

Nights.

LIFE.

2010-04-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

Its just us having lotsa fun together.

LIFE.

2010-04-24T09:02:00.001+08:00

What the world really need is more LOVE and LESS paper work.

THERE IS NO SIGHS FOR ANYONE.

2010-04-16T21:41:00.004+08:00

THANK YOU.

Have not been feeling very well lately.

Been extremely exhausted this past few days.

Too much things going on.

WORRIES IS ALWAYS A KILLER FOR ME.

Even so life has still been interesting.

And life is BEAUTIFUL because of the challenges we fight to overcome.

These are challenges god gave us because he KNOWS we can overcome them.

Health is the top in my list.

Be strong amd stay positive.

Because there are others out there whom suffers more than u do NAT.

GOODNIGHTS!

STRIKE.

2010-04-12T21:46:00.004+08:00

Life is getting more and more interesting as the days goes by.

More and more test coming up.

Mid-year coming right up.

Im Lovin it.

MEET UP W YB.

2010-04-09T23:27:00.002+08:00

Great meet up with YB to town!

Puzzle game is simply awesome when you have one highly intelligent and one slightly lower! (:

Next date soon k?
MOVIEMOVIE!
Yipeeeeee!

Nighty.

PANIC!

2010-04-06T22:10:00.004+08:00

My Lovely girls in 4F.

LOVE THEM TO BITS!

Trying to find a way for myself.

Need to change my study technics.

Come on NAT.

Mr Chng says;

" ONLY THE BEST CAN SURVIVE "

I wanna be one of the best!

Nights.

Check up again tml.

NIGHTMARE.

ANNOYING CUPIDS.

2010-04-03T16:33:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOU,

ANNOYING CUPIDS!

All the wonderful memories that we shared just came back to me the moment i see all of your faces.

Missing you guys way too much.

How i wish time machine was indeed invented and we could all turn back the time to 2009 and it stays as that.

I MISS YOU ANNOYING CUPIDS!

KIDNAP.

2010-03-27T18:20:00.003+08:00

KIDNAPPER WAS SIMPLY AWESOME.

NATTY IS A FAN OF CHRISTOPHER LEE!

10 THUMBS UP FOR CHRIS!

5ANNOYING CUPID

GONNA HAVE A CAPTAIN BALL GAME AT WESTWOOD SEC ON 1ST APRIL!

SEE YOU GUYS THERE!

MUCH MISSES!

LOVES!

BYE!

LOVE YOU BOY.

2010-03-22T20:55:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY MY FAVOURITE NEPHEW.

School holidays are over!

TIME FOR STUDIES!

STUDIES!

BYE.

Unplanned.

2010-03-17T22:03:00.005+08:00

An unplanned visit today turned out to be so awesome.

Out with my two of my favourite!

Ms N & Ms Harty.

It was suppose to be a short visit for Jun Man at Mt.E ,

But it turned out to be smtg else!

HAHAHA!

Had so much fun w them.

We laugh,joke,tease and enjoy yourself!!

Before visiting Jun Man,

we had swensens and search for gifts at ion and paragon.

Dear Jun Man,

Stay strong k?

We'll always be here for you at all times.

Get well soon!

Waiting for your return!

Natty feels so blessed to have them in her life.

Precious.

2010-03-15T21:07:00.003+08:00

LOVES.

Pheww.
Finally one week break is here.
But i still have school today and tml.
I really dont feel like going to school tml.
The time-table for tml scuks too!
OH GOD!

Im so gonna watch kidnapper when its out!
Im a fan of christopher lee la!
WEEEHOOOO!

Gonna meet up with DALENAT & CHEST UH this friday!
Time to chill w them,after so long of busy days for ourselves!
Going for band concert tgt too!
Gonna meet up w boyak & hamran during band camp!
So looking forward for these days!

Alright time for NATTY to rest now (:
See you soon peeps (:
Love you!

FRIENDS.

2010-03-11T20:48:00.005+08:00

NAT LOVES THEM TO BITS!

MWAH!

FRIENDSHIP.

2010-03-07T22:42:00.002+08:00

Difference of opinion was never, with me, a motive of separation from a friend.
Misses chicks!

NIGHTS!

TIME FOR A CHANGE.

2010-03-06T16:08:00.003+08:00

NASI LEMAK AT BOON LAY PLACE!

Ytd had to watch debate in school.

Left school at abt 10pm, Gawd too tired!

But the fun has yet to come!

Vera,jackson,Yong Hong,Seeyin and epy decided to have supper at boon lay.

Enjoy the night breeze and all the jokes we shared.

Awesome!

We're going there again soon!

The debate motion ytd was interesting, I like.

It was,

" THE HOUSE BELIEVE THAT USA SHOULD NOT WITHDRAW ITS TROOPS FROM IRAQ "

I was so into the debate,esp when they oppose each other.

" NO MA'AM"

hahaha!

AWESOME!

BYE!

BABE,

MISS

YOU.

AN AWESOME DAY.

2010-03-04T21:58:00.005+08:00

So glad that you're much better now.

Finally get to see you after such a long time(:

Be back soon k?

Much misses and lotsa love from

NATTY TO MS HARTY !
Mwahmwah!

STARSHINE.

2010-02-27T20:31:00.003+08:00

LOVE.

Weekends is here to rule the world!

Nothing much to do this weekend.

Going for Jun Man the magic man birthday party tommorow.

March hols coming very soon too.

This year time past very fast.

Im loving it!

I've got 90 words of vocab to search.

Insane huh 90 words?

hahhaha!

BUT, IM LOVING IT!!

hahaha (:

HAPPY 3RD YEAR OF FRIENDSHIP YELLOWBEAR !

THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALL THE TIME(:

HEARTS FROM BROWNIE!

Aite gotta get back to vocab!

BYE!

JOY TO THE WORLD.

2010-02-24T20:40:00.004+08:00

MEL & NATTY!

Half way thru common test right now.
Lets see..
1.English summary overshot 17 words :(
2.Physics was alright but there's careless mistake im sure.
3.Chemistry test is a killer.
4.Maths too much probability! ARGH! Was expecting more on statistic!

Tommorow will be the last common test.
Social studies!!
Done w studying alrd gonna give my best!

HAPPY 40TH ANNIVERSARY CHICABABE!
BABE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!
XOXO!

Aite need to rest.
BYE!

WAITING FOR GRANDMA.

2010-02-21T11:23:00.009+08:00

Thankie you YB for the treat!
Meet up w YB ytd after her work.

Went to eat LJS,her treat!

AWW...HAHA!

We did alittle bit of catching up.

Not enuf thou,gonna up with her again,after im done yea?

Done with clearing some of my old stuff in my room.
All the un-used things.
And i found pictures from long ago!
muahaha!

BOYAK JUNIOR,

CHECK YOURSELF OUT! DAMN.LOOK AT HOW WE'VE CHANGED!
HAHAH!

Alright going off to GEK POH CC to study.

BYEBYE!

IM HAPPY WITH WHAT I HAVE AND I WOULD NOT ASK FOR MORE.

2010-02-19T21:23:00.006+08:00

PERCY JACKSON LOOKS LIKE ZAC EFRON.

Went to catch Percy Jackson at JP GV with my chica.

The movie is awesome man!

All the places in the movie are like damn scary la.

Finally i get to catch a movie after so long.

Nice to meet up w babe after so long too.

LOVEYOUCHICA!

There's extra EL lesson tml from 9am to afternoon.

Common test next week,

Gonna spent my time on studying and cleaning my room this weekend.

Alright shall update some other time.

Off to watch tv!

BYE!

LIFE'S AWESOME.

2010-02-18T21:18:00.003+08:00

BYEBYE BABY C902 :(

HELLO BABY CORBY PRO :)

FIRST DATE 17TH FEBRUARY 2010.

I'LL TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOU.

LOVEYOUBABYCORBY!

Meeting chicababe tommorow!

yeayy!

Miss ya!

MORE LOVE.

2010-02-14T22:00:00.005+08:00

Time to meet up BABE!

Got so pissed off early this morning.

According to what mum says,we are suppose to go for our one day trip to melacca today on 14/02/10,sunday!

But it was actually tml the 15/02/10,wrong info.

Damn it!

Got my hols well planned but bcuz of this,everythg changed and im in no mood for anythg!

Suppose to visit ms.suharty tomorrow,

But time doesnt permits.

Shall visit her next week.

Feel so glad that she's back at home now.

Have plenty of rest.

Be strong to fight the battle k?

NATTY MISSES YOU MUCH!

CANT WAIT FOR YOU TO BE BACK RECHARGED!

Hugs!

LIFE.

2010-02-12T23:13:00.006+08:00

We were once enemy.

Out with Shafie to Vivo,OC and Jp!

Did a little bit of catching up,wanted to catch a movie at vivo but too packed w ppl.

Hence,we went to had ice cream!

We both were not able to finish the ice cream we bought!

Didnt manage to fight the battle!

haha!

Had video call with my dear babe.

She ah like to make me malu only eh!

Our first ever vidoe call!

Kinda cool!

I think when the bills comes it will be o'oh...!

hahaha!

K la,thats all i wanna say.

I LOVE YOU MY DEAR CHICABABE!

YOU'RE FOREVER CLOSE TO ME BABE,ONLY YOU KNOW THAT RIGHT?

MWAHMWAH!

YOUR BABE MISSES YOU BADLY!

LIFE.

2010-02-11T18:39:00.002+08:00

Friendship.

2010-02-08T19:10:00.004+08:00

Its not that i wanna win,but i simply refuse to fail.

YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY HEART.

2010-02-03T22:13:00.004+08:00

I miss you,Grandma.

There are no words for me to describe how much i love and misses you.

You're always in my heart,nek.

Waiting for you to be back in S'pore.

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.

2010-01-30T20:12:00.004+08:00

I LOVE YOU,MA.

The dark side of NATASYAKHAN'S LIFE.

First up was my eye check god bless me,my eye is fine.

Second was my check up with the doctor.

Wasnt very good,due to my commitment in school.

To cut it short now i have to jab myself 4 times per day instead of 2.

This is a real challenge for me because its gonna hurt real bad.

Like i use to say before;

" I woke up in fear everyday.Knowing that i have to start my day by hurting myself for a better health "

This would be forever.

The bright side of MY LIFE.

Im glad that i always have my family and friends all around me.

They are my pillar of strentgh.

They made me feel stronger,even when im weak.

Eventhou at times little action/words coming from them does hurt me,

but its okay because i know that im always there in their hearts and they do care.

Just like where they are in mine.

I miss you & I love you guys.

I'll never forget what suharty have said to me once,

"Life's beautiful because of the challenges we fight to overcome"

2010-01-27T14:24:00.002+08:00

LOVE HIM TO BITS!

School has been awesome lately.

I enjoy every single day in school.

Esp getting to see my msHarty & msNithiya everyday,they are the only source of motivation for me.

Each time im with them the image of HOUSEMATES will appear in my mind.

still clear in my mind how we will laugh like crazy bunch of idiots! haha!

i miss you guys still,housemates.

Most of the lesson are not boring,most la but still have lesson that scuks.

But heck , i will not let it effect my love for that subject.

MY CLASS 4FEFIFOFAM GREAT,I LIKE ALL OF THEM LOTS!

There are lots and lotsa jokers in the class man!

Esp JACK LIU!

haha!!

also because of them that i look forward for school each day.

Thank you guys!

lastly,

HAPPY 35TH MONTHS OF FRIENDSHIP YB!

Goodbye!

2010-01-24T09:03:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BROTHER!

21/1/10

Went to celebrate his bdae only ytd.

Had BALI THAI at suntec for dinner.

So happy to finally get to meet up with my sisters and zidannneee!

HAPPY 39TH FRIENDSHIP CHICA.

misses.

loves.

2010-01-19T21:43:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU HOUSEMATES.

2010-01-16T20:58:00.005+08:00

Yellowbear.

This week did catching up with her after so long.

Like finally right both free?

Haha!

Meet up with her on tuesday & friday!

&&&&& We had pasta mania twice for that two days!

"NO MORE PASTA MANIA ON THE NEXT MEET UP" thats what she says!

We'll see about that!

See ya soon!

Alright let me bring you back to what telah happen in my life!

Just got my O LEVEL 2009 results 11 Jan , it scuks due to my lack of attention to my health!

Im retaking it again this year.

Hopefully this year would be a better year for me and my health!

God bless me.

Amin.

Not gonna take MT again,pretty statisfied with the second result.

From a C5 to a B3.

Alhamdulilah.

Gonna work double hard for the other subject.

Now im in 4F'2010.

They r simply awesomely gerek with all the jokes and stuff.

Enjoying my time there.

Looking forward to school each day (weird huh? haha!)

Not to mention all the teachers that i got is awesomely awesome.

I LIKE!

Alright thats about all for now.

My life continues..

NATTY MISSES HOUSEMATES BADLY :(

2010-01-15T14:16:00.003+08:00

Its not the end of the road yet,the road is still long and i have a long way to go.
People says that im strong,and yes i am.
I have to agree with them.
Always look on the bright side of life.

BANGKOK

2010-01-06T21:59:00.008+08:00

BANGKOK WAS AWESOME!
SHOPPING THERAPY FOR NATTY!
NEXT TRIP COMING SOON!!!!
LETS GO CHICABABE & HOUSEMATES?!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2010-01-01T18:50:00.005+08:00

COUNTDOWN AT ONE FULLERTON W HOUSEMATES.
ChipVanVilla was sick she wasnt able to join us,but we still get to meet up with her for awhile.
You take care k chip?
Something different for housemates this year.
We had gift exchange!

I bought DALE a gift while she get for CHIPCHIP (surprising yea? hehe!)
I got DALE Salvatore perfume ( she likes it!! yeay!!)
DALE got CHIP an ELLE wallet! ( awwww~ sister love!!)
CHIPCHIP bought a gift FOR NATTY ( I SUPERBLY LIKE IT A LOT! A MUSICAL DRUM SET!!)
CHESTER & HAMRAN BOUGHT SMTG FOR EACH OTHER!!
THEY GOT A SHIRT FOR EACH OTHER!

HOUSEMATES GOT CHESTER FRED PERRY WALLET FOR HIS BIRTHDAY!!
ITS HIS 15,16,17 B'DAE PRESENT!
HOUSEMATES LOVES YOU & WILL FOREVER BE BY YOUR SIDE JUST LIKE HOW WE ALL ARE BY EACH OTHER SIDES COME WHAT MAY!

WELCOME 2010!

2009 has indeed been a tough journey for me,but im blessed that
IM NEVER ALONE TO FACE THE WORLD.

SPECIAL THANKS TO;
- MY FAMILY
- HOUSEMATES
- CHICABABE
- MS HARTY
- MS NITHIYA

i love you.

Wishing for a better health in 2010!

2009-12-21T20:00:00.003+08:00

Had awesome 17th birthday celebration this year.

Thanks to my mum & dad for putting in their heart n soul to make my bdae an awesome one.

& of course not forgetting my guest!!

They are the one who made me smile till the end of the day!

Thank you mum & dad,siblings,uncles,aunties,cuzzie,kak nora,kak azizah,dalwin & bro izzul!

MWAHMWAH!

Thanks for the pressie too!

Love it to the MAXIMUM!

haha!

I've got rollerblade from my family,

crumpler bag from aunties,uncle n cuzzie,

a D&G chain from my sister,half sister (heh!) n bro izzul!

3 ITEMS FROM MY WISH LIST IS TICK!

My lovely guest.

A big thankie you for coming guys.

NATASYAKHANLOVESYOUMUCH!

2009-12-19T08:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAHA!
THANK YOU HOUSEMATES FOR ALL THE EFFORT IN LIGHTING UP THE CANDLES & GETTING ME NUTRISOY AT 12AM!
I DUNNOE HOW YOU GUYS TO IT,WITH ALL THE HELP FROM MY MUM TOO.
HAHHA!
NOW IVE GOT A TOTAL OF 17 NUTRISOY!
HAHHA!

THANK YOU,LOVE YOU GUYS!

2009-12-12T23:54:00.002+08:00

out for swensens with Babe at ions.
& god its so diff to find that freakin place.
its hidden in de mrt area?
oh trust me,when the babes get together we do not have any sense of directory!!

got babe her belated birthday present!
oopss!
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY CHICABABE!!
hope you like it babe (:

BABELOVEYOUMUCHMWAH!

2009-12-12T09:31:00.000+08:00

his photos simply put a smile on my face.
missing you dearly zidanne.

2009-12-06T13:56:00.003+08:00

5th December 2009.

out to surprise nithiya belated b'dae, at her room!

hahhaha!

shocked her right after she had her shower!

hehe!

thanks to sugart n her mum!

thank you auntie!

also went to visit sugart at her sis-in-law four storey house!

you take care k?

we'll meet up as awhole again soon!!

LOVE YOU.

2009-11-29T19:07:00.007+08:00

I,NATASYA KHAN.

woke up in fear everyday, to see bruises all over my stomach.

it pains my heart to hurt myself.

I always begin my morning with tears following down my cheeks.

not like previously,where my morning begins with the sun shining down on me.
it hurts alot.

its not easy to adapt to the new lifesytle that i have to follow.

eventhou i have really tried my very best this 1 month plus.

I need more time.

I do not need anyone to take care of me.

I want to be independent.

I do not wish to trouble anyone else.

especially my mum,who has to go thru alot bcuz of me.

my medical fees,my food are extremely expensive.

I do not put anyone before me apart from myself.

but still im blessed to have my family,housemates,babe, b.senior/junior , yb and

both MS N & S who has been there for me.

I feel like they're just like my elder sister.

Thank you all for the love and support.

Just know that deep down NATTY loves all you very much.

P.S Memories that we shared together will not be forgotten.

2009-11-28T22:55:00.001+08:00

SUGAR RUSH.

2009-11-26T19:17:00.004+08:00

WESTWOOD PROM NIGHT ' 09.
GLAMOUR,CHARM & GROOVE.

2009-11-25T10:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 37TH MONTHSARY CHICABABE!

BABE LOVES YOU & MISS YOU VELI MUCH!

MWAHMWAH!

24/10/06-24/11/09

CHICA.

2009-11-19T22:38:00.003+08:00

THE ONLY THING THAT LAST LONGER THAN A FRIEND'S LOVE,
IS THE STUPIDITY THAT KEEPS US FROM KNOWING ANY BETTER.

Will never forget the time we shared tgt.
all the fun we had in class.
the joke.
the prank we had on teachers.
& of course the tiredness we shared during our O's!

I LOVE YOU 5AC,
YOU'LL ALWAYS BE KEPT CLOSE IN MY HEART.
HEARTS!

2009-11-18T23:02:00.002+08:00

MY FAMILY & BRO'S GF NADIA (:

Celebrated mum early birthday today at sakura orchard.
finally i get to taste sushi!
yumyum!

present for mum coming very soon,
as soon as i get my pay.
patience k ma?
haha!
new handphone of yr choice coming right away!
hahaha!

prom coming and still not out there to shop.
damn it!
where's my PRO-FEH-SIO-NAL DRES-SI-OH!
alamak,mcm mane ni!!!

KL TRIP CANCELLED!

i gotta HP MINI notebook/netbook?
dunnoe what book ah,
but its my personal laptop!!
finally (:

alright,
GOODIENIGHTS!

2009-11-17T23:18:00.003+08:00

MY beloved senior & MY beloved junior!
had a nice cool meet up with them today.
5th december our date ah!
pls come with your own individual gift!
dont run away!
hahhaha!
october,november,december babies!
BER-

thank you KARIN CHAN (:
loves!

2009-11-14T10:54:00.004+08:00

searching for prom night clothing is not easy thou.
will be going shopping with my newly hired "PROFESSIONAL DRESSER" next week!
hahahahaha!

start working next week alrd,yeay!
money needed urgently!

PROM NIGHT - 25 NOV!
KL TRIP W FAMILY - 27 to 29 NOV!
CHECK UPS! - 2,9 & 21 DEC!
BIRTHDAY - 19 DECEMBER 2009!!

Laughter is the best medicine - unless you're diabetic, then insulin comes pretty high on the list.

2009-11-12T09:45:00.000+08:00

FINALLY ITS OVER.
thou i know that i could do much better only if i take good care of my health.
if only i went to the doctor earlier.
nothing else is important to me apart from my life.

2009-11-11T10:14:00.000+08:00

two thumbs up for RP's BAND CONCERT!
WELL DONE BELOVED SENIOR & MICKEY.

2009-10-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS ON YOUR WEDDING YO!
& A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,MY LOVELY SIS (:
25TH OCT 09.
BIRTHDAY CUM WEDDING!

MY ONE&ONLY MUM.
NO ONE COULD EVER REPLACE HER.
ILOVEYOUVERY MUCH.

IRRFAN&HIS MUM.
HIS CUTE AINT HE?
LOVE HIM & BOTH MY LOVELY SISTERS (:

'O' LEVEL STARTS TML.
ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE THATS SITTING FOR IT TML.
MAY YOUR ALL PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS!

2009-10-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

MY AWESOME 5ANNOYING CUPIDS!!

MY DEAREST HOUSEMATES & BOTH MY BELOVED TEACHERS!

I MEAN WHAT I SAY.

2009-08-14T13:23:00.000+08:00

I find it hard to understand whats happening ard me right now.
like seriously.
I hate staying at home , hate being in school, hate having late lessons etc.
I feel shitty.
I feel tired most of the time (even when im doing nothing).
Im restless.

it feels even worse when it seems like those who were ones close & dear to you doesnt even seems to bother bout you like how they use to.
its dissapointing/sad of course.

but its okay,what the heck right..I shall pray hard that I would leave this country for good.
& start afresh.
hope this is not a stressful task for Mum&Dad or even my family.
LETS GET LOST FOR ONCE!
I dont wish to stay here much longer.

" Just leave me & Let me go "

2009-08-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

did you read the news few days ago?
I WAS IN THE PAPER YO!
wrote about how similar malay wedding is in Australia & Singapore.
really feel like going back to aust for my hols!
OR MAYBE FEEL LIKE GOING OVER AND STAY THERE FOREVER & NEVER COME BACK!
Arghhhh!

miss how we used to wake up early in the morning and forcing ourselves to bathe in those cold weather.
shivering.
also how our breakfast would turn cold very quickly just as my mum lay it on the dining table.
missing movieworld,seaworld,country paradise,great ocean road very much.
the snow too especially!

lesson learnt there : do not go for a swim at night during winter season!
ahhah!

i would of course want to visit australia again during de winter season next year!
mustmust!

alright,thats for now.
GOODBYE!

2009-08-01T17:21:00.001+08:00

Overdue pickas!
COUSIN NAZARUDIN & KAK SUHAILA'S WEDDING ON 25TH APRIL 2009!

O LEVEL COMING UP IT ABOUT 86 MORE DAY?
MYGOD!
TIME PAST WAY TOO FAST!
ITS ALRD AUGUST!

" LESS WORRYING,START DOIN NATTY "

babe birthday is tml yo!
so sorry wont be celebrating w ya on the day itself yea?
shall celebrate tgt with mine k?
LOVE YOU VERY THE MANY!
MISSES!

FINALLY GETTING YOUR PHONE TODAY BABE!
AMIN!
YOU KNOW HOW LONG IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY TO COME!
BOO YOU!
HEHE!
WOOTS!
SAYANG BABEKU!
MWAHMWAH!